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******i dont wanna seem ungrateful god |
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but i dont wanna be here |
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i got some things to get off my chest |
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but maybe its best i keep it a secret |
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31st december the ist of jan |
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same shit, i dont care bout the new year |
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new house somewhere that aint poverty driven |
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its mad in the place that i grew in |
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served a pregnant lady it fucked with my head |
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couple things i regret tryna earn a wage |
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48 laws one book that i read |
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so if i repent can i turn the page |
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gotta get rid of bad vibes |
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anti-clockwise gotta burn the sage |
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ill say with it chest but i know some things locked in |
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i prefer not to say |
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i fucked up, im admitting it |
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i got no ego, i got no shame |
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i swallow my pride and say that im missing it |
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creep in the changing room at school |
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and thief from the kids that are privileged |
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stolen clothes with a rip in it |
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also a stolen phone no sim in it |
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now i got pees i give a lot back |
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no charity work tryna write off tax |
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feds got me on a driving ban |
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in the passenger seat till my license back |
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ghost and fly off the map |
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try get my mind off rap |
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i get some sort of survivors guilt |
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when i see ym still supplying crock |
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this life dont come with retiring plans |
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itll come to an end in unfortunate ways |
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no such thing as positive thinking |
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when youre locked in, it feel like a maze |
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often lose faith and forget to pray |
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you dont wanna land on the wing with the guys |
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why, cause they might melt your face |
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cause got hit with a 8, why? |
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why would he care bout some extra days? |
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i dont wanna seem ungrateful god |
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but i dont wanna be here |
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i got some things to get off my chest |
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but maybe its best i keep it a secret |
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31st december the ist of jan |
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same shit i dont care bout the new year |
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new house somewhere that aint poverty driven |
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its mad in the place that i grew in |
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i aint been home in some weeks |
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i seek when a mans in need |
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i got a family tree to feed |
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i see dead people in my sleep |
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i see broke people on the feed |
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talk is cheap freedom of speech, i guess |
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but they aint even got no ps |
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got free wi-fi they aint got 4g |
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i wouldnt be able to do what i do |
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if it werent for the man before me |
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i show respect where its due |
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